Debt of words

There are many

There are a few

Words that I'm torn

On saying to you

So many thoughts

Each day I see

Floating in my head

Endlessly

Round and round

No noise, no sound

Without beginning, and no end

Know that I should have penned

Every drip, every drop

That ran non-stop

Through my heart and my mind

In which you're entwined

Days breaks slowly

Awake I've long been

Many different scenarios

I have seen

Some good, some bad

Flashed before my eyes

Have I won or lost

What was the prize

Round and round

No noise, no sound

Without beginning, and no end

Know that I should have penned

Every drip, every drop

That ran non-stop

Through my heart and my mind

In which you're entwined

Find myself

In no man's land

Don't always

Genuinely understand

Where it's all at

As the day grows

With the beats of my heart

And how my blood flows