Guessing

Until moments before
My mind is assessing
How many ways you can
Keep leaving me guessing

Then with just one word
My course has direction
With which to plough on
In thought and reflection

And let loose some rhymes
Though so many times
The verse is not new
But heartfelt through and through
In trying to convey
All the things I'd like to say
And I count it a blessing
You keep leaving me guessing

For it stirs my insides
To think on the spot
Recall some emotions
I might have forgot

Dig deep as I travel
Lose myself in
The time and the motion
And feelings's within

And let loose some rhymes
Though so many times
It must be a chore
My words surely must bore?
You've heard it all by now
Every whim, cry and vow
When I'm angry or stressing
Feels like I'm undressing

In front of you here
And naked I stand
Unprepared, unready
Unsteady, unplanned

Openly admitting
Everything, confessing
So tell me how you feel?
Or will you just leave me guessing?